有些东西，不要问我好吗？
我永远不会回答，也不想听到
你觉得很好笑吗？我觉得很伤心
是什么原因都好，都不管你的事
大方 = 不介意？
我对什么事都可以不介意
就这件事
不要白目到以为很好笑
我可以告诉你，真的不好笑
我不懂，就很伤心
再也笑不出了
Thursday, July 21, 2011
Tuesday, July 5, 2011
sad eh
just same as my status posted in my facebook "sad eh"
what i can do now is keep remember this emo feeling so that i wont forget this great lesson
don't simply mess around, just like my name "ruan"
deeply sorry does not help a thing
apologize is not the most appropriate solution
then what should i do
perhaps, do nothing at all
thing passed and alright, hopefully
what the fuck i had done
regret till the most but what to do for remedies
i hope i know how to make the things right
but i know i can't
just wait the things ends
"sad eh" must remember this great lesson
cause it's really sad to me
what i can do now is keep remember this emo feeling so that i wont forget this great lesson
don't simply mess around, just like my name "ruan"
deeply sorry does not help a thing
apologize is not the most appropriate solution
then what should i do
perhaps, do nothing at all
thing passed and alright, hopefully
what the fuck i had done
regret till the most but what to do for remedies
i hope i know how to make the things right
but i know i can't
just wait the things ends
"sad eh" must remember this great lesson
cause it's really sad to me
Monday, May 30, 2011
farewell for ruan
第二次的 farewell,
thank to all,
i'll be just fine in England for 4 months
i'll be right back
wait for me in the next gathering again
thank for all concern, all cares from you guys
unforgettable night
especially when you guys singing these song special for me
it's touching me so much
all of you, sing together
i never expect this, although i know it's my farewell party
after this section, we went to chow kit for ba kut teh
cos i am not able to eat for this few months
it make me really miss Malaysia foods so much
in the following months, i might need to cook myself
oh gosh, cannot imagine the taste of food which made by myself
sorry khang, not able to show up to my farewell
gotta some important matter on
so, hope got time to see you before departure
time blinks, time count down for few days
these few days, seng hoe did not show up
no doubtful, he sure enjoy his trip somewhere in UK or Europe after his final exam
i am expecting him while arrival to UK
i wish to buy some daily use or even foods at that particular day
or even, if got time, i wish to shopping
my most wanted Adidas Trefoil t-shirt
simple but i like it so much
as i planning to bring a few of custom which enough for few days
so that, it will not occupy my luggage space
since, i could buy lot of shirt in UK, why i bring so much for?
and of course, the price is cheaper than i buy in Malaysia, no doubt of that
thing goes fine
everything is just goes like planning
everyone said, enjoy your UK trip
and i would say "YES"
4 months
short enough? longer than i expect?
will be update my dot dot dot in my blog soon
thank to all,
i'll be just fine in England for 4 months
i'll be right back
wait for me in the next gathering again
thank for all concern, all cares from you guys
unforgettable night
especially when you guys singing these song special for me
it's touching me so much
all of you, sing together
i never expect this, although i know it's my farewell party
after this section, we went to chow kit for ba kut teh
cos i am not able to eat for this few months
it make me really miss Malaysia foods so much
in the following months, i might need to cook myself
oh gosh, cannot imagine the taste of food which made by myself
sorry khang, not able to show up to my farewell
gotta some important matter on
so, hope got time to see you before departure
time blinks, time count down for few days
these few days, seng hoe did not show up
no doubtful, he sure enjoy his trip somewhere in UK or Europe after his final exam
i am expecting him while arrival to UK
i wish to buy some daily use or even foods at that particular day
or even, if got time, i wish to shopping
my most wanted Adidas Trefoil t-shirt
simple but i like it so much
as i planning to bring a few of custom which enough for few days
so that, it will not occupy my luggage space
since, i could buy lot of shirt in UK, why i bring so much for?
and of course, the price is cheaper than i buy in Malaysia, no doubt of that
thing goes fine
everything is just goes like planning
everyone said, enjoy your UK trip
and i would say "YES"
4 months
short enough? longer than i expect?
will be update my dot dot dot in my blog soon
Sunday, May 22, 2011
Over Time
may be, just an excuse for us into another gathering of Drex, which is Farewell party for ruan, special thank to hong weng to organize this party on Saturday night.
i'd be grateful for all the attendee, mingshi, kenny, hongweng, pohyan, yen, pohkeong, siewteng, siewmun, alei, amanda, and meiyin
and then, Dialog's farewell party will be held on next tuesday, which suggested by miss chin, we will go for drinks again nearby the office area. feel warms working in Dialog, despite i am working only 2 month in there, they insist to make a farewell party for me before i am leaving.
yes, i will be stop my part time work on next tuesday, that's mean is the time for well preparing and planning for my traveling to England, i actually prepare nothing yet today. Especially the backpacking plan, i have no idea to any country to travel now, the Europe country. But, i believe that is not a huge obstacle for me and Seng Hoe
talking about seng hoe, alei joking with me, she can imagine the first meet of me and SengHoe in England soon, we surely will hug each other after the dismiss of almost half year. It would probably appear this scene when i got there, as when he is coming back from England last time, for preparing the Student Visa, we'd already did it in KLCC. he said "let's hug" and infront of lot of people, it's like OMG for me, but still, i did it. what to do, we are best Dude ever, LoL
anyway, still looking forward to our next gathering, CheongK section on next Saturday night, thank guys~
i'd be grateful for all the attendee, mingshi, kenny, hongweng, pohyan, yen, pohkeong, siewteng, siewmun, alei, amanda, and meiyin
and then, Dialog's farewell party will be held on next tuesday, which suggested by miss chin, we will go for drinks again nearby the office area. feel warms working in Dialog, despite i am working only 2 month in there, they insist to make a farewell party for me before i am leaving.
yes, i will be stop my part time work on next tuesday, that's mean is the time for well preparing and planning for my traveling to England, i actually prepare nothing yet today. Especially the backpacking plan, i have no idea to any country to travel now, the Europe country. But, i believe that is not a huge obstacle for me and Seng Hoe
talking about seng hoe, alei joking with me, she can imagine the first meet of me and SengHoe in England soon, we surely will hug each other after the dismiss of almost half year. It would probably appear this scene when i got there, as when he is coming back from England last time, for preparing the Student Visa, we'd already did it in KLCC. he said "let's hug" and infront of lot of people, it's like OMG for me, but still, i did it. what to do, we are best Dude ever, LoL
anyway, still looking forward to our next gathering, CheongK section on next Saturday night, thank guys~
Friday, April 29, 2011
UK Summer Programme
本来， 差不多完成了，
不小心 refresh page，
花了整个小时，什么都没有了，
开心到啊，哭笑不得 =）
就还有差不多一个月的时间
时间，太快了，
我们都不曾拥有过时间，
我们，只不过是时间的过客 （passerby)
真的， 我很兴奋
已经开始计划着我的 backpack 旅行
和他，我的Buddy
虽然，我们也没有什么相同的理念
我的意思是，可能我们在讨论的过程也达不到一个共识
他有他的固执，我有我的坚持
不过，也许这才是Buddy吧
至少， 我相信没有两个perfect的人，
imperfect, make perfect
两个人， 会孤单吗？ 也许， 可是， 我还蛮喜欢这感觉
另外， 当然少了不了， Drex 和其他朋友的礼物
还没有到UK， 就有差不多30 分礼物要买了
感觉上，我不像是去 读完我的degree，
更像是， 去旅行， 去shopping的圣诞老人
虽然已经计划好了， 把所有的都shipping回来，省了麻烦
也要考虑到计划中的变化 - 计划永远追赶不少变化 -
计划都不是乖乖的呆在圈圈里面
还有几天，
我期待已久的Sabah Trip， 4 天三夜、
又要请假了， 有点不好意思
才做不到2个月的PartTime， 就整整请了2次的假期
这一次，还要请了4天的假期
虽然说，Company也不是很需要我
可是，对于工作的责任感， 显然， 我没有很在乎
就当，让我自己放纵，放肆， 还有点任性吧
也许， 也没有什么机会了
准备？
对于我， 准备 绝对不是一件 “烦恼”
曾告诉自己， 有很多事情， 不是我们说喜欢 就去做，
同等的， 不是我们说不喜欢， 就可以逃避等等。。
大道理， 我留着改天再慢慢聊，
那么， 也只好 好好享受准备的过程， 也许， 不是说很享受的说法
也没有忘记要谢谢的人，
Yen and hong weng,the luggage that i borrowed from you, i promised i will keep it nicely, and i will return it with a present
Bernard, hardly forget what have you done for me, being your housemate, around 7 to 8 years, when i first stepped into Menara Alpha, we're being tied in the same house for years, how grateful when you helping me and my friend to change the bank draft with lower staff rate, which save a lot of my money, of cause,million of Thank You in my heart, but i have to leave this house very soon, i promise i will miss you =)
other Drexs, special thank to all of you, giving me the information, guidance, a lot of useful website, i had promise i will bring you what you wanted to buy in UK, and i'll take my promise, for sure
to whom really cares about me, i will not forget
to whom really helps me, i will not forget
to whom really love me, i will not forget
to whom i really love, you must remember =)
不小心 refresh page，
花了整个小时，什么都没有了，
开心到啊，哭笑不得 =）
就还有差不多一个月的时间
时间，太快了，
我们都不曾拥有过时间，
我们，只不过是时间的过客 （passerby)
真的， 我很兴奋
已经开始计划着我的 backpack 旅行
和他，我的Buddy
虽然，我们也没有什么相同的理念
我的意思是，可能我们在讨论的过程也达不到一个共识
他有他的固执，我有我的坚持
不过，也许这才是Buddy吧
至少， 我相信没有两个perfect的人，
imperfect, make perfect
两个人， 会孤单吗？ 也许， 可是， 我还蛮喜欢这感觉
另外， 当然少了不了， Drex 和其他朋友的礼物
还没有到UK， 就有差不多30 分礼物要买了
感觉上，我不像是去 读完我的degree，
更像是， 去旅行， 去shopping的圣诞老人
虽然已经计划好了， 把所有的都shipping回来，省了麻烦
也要考虑到计划中的变化 - 计划永远追赶不少变化 -
计划都不是乖乖的呆在圈圈里面
还有几天，
我期待已久的Sabah Trip， 4 天三夜、
又要请假了， 有点不好意思
才做不到2个月的PartTime， 就整整请了2次的假期
这一次，还要请了4天的假期
虽然说，Company也不是很需要我
可是，对于工作的责任感， 显然， 我没有很在乎
就当，让我自己放纵，放肆， 还有点任性吧
也许， 也没有什么机会了
准备？
对于我， 准备 绝对不是一件 “烦恼”
曾告诉自己， 有很多事情， 不是我们说喜欢 就去做，
同等的， 不是我们说不喜欢， 就可以逃避等等。。
大道理， 我留着改天再慢慢聊，
那么， 也只好 好好享受准备的过程， 也许， 不是说很享受的说法
也没有忘记要谢谢的人，
Yen and hong weng,the luggage that i borrowed from you, i promised i will keep it nicely, and i will return it with a present
Bernard, hardly forget what have you done for me, being your housemate, around 7 to 8 years, when i first stepped into Menara Alpha, we're being tied in the same house for years, how grateful when you helping me and my friend to change the bank draft with lower staff rate, which save a lot of my money, of cause,million of Thank You in my heart, but i have to leave this house very soon, i promise i will miss you =)
other Drexs, special thank to all of you, giving me the information, guidance, a lot of useful website, i had promise i will bring you what you wanted to buy in UK, and i'll take my promise, for sure
to whom really cares about me, i will not forget
to whom really helps me, i will not forget
to whom really love me, i will not forget
to whom i really love, you must remember =)
Saturday, March 12, 2011
2012
2012 似乎和 "世界末日" 这四个字画上了等号..
现在, 是早上6点了.. 乱 还没有睡觉, 不是失眠, 其实已经很累了, 很困了
不过, 很想完成今天要写的主题
昨天, 日本8.9级的地震, 死亡人数, 失踪人口, 汽车被河流冲走, 道路崩裂
在面书上, 有着不同的图片, 视频 还有类似的报道, 一直在update着
我们, 除了给予关心和心理默默的支持以外, 也希望, 悲剧会到此为止
日本的地震, 让人们都觉得2012真的就快要到来了
也让我们再次的觉得, 人的力量, 是很眇小的
(其实, 我并不这么认为, 我希望可以写出自己对2012的看法)
有一篇报道, 美国国务院已经证实2012年世界末日的来临
实实在在的写出从2010大大小小的天灾, 甚佳还描述着有些国家在建造诺亚方舟, 金融危机, 外星人, 等等的新闻, 最荒谬 也是最好笑的是 外星人会在2012后帮人类收拾残局
我, 没有share这篇报道, 也没必要
我只是回复了 "NONSENSE" 这一句..
如果说, 人类的灭亡, 是什么天灾, 不如说, human leading himself to the end of the world, 是人类导致的 2012 (世界末日)
今天, 去打包, 有位aunty大声的讲, 世界末日咯, 有的吃,就吃..
还有, 朋友跟我说, 世界末日 咯.. 我决定, 把剩下的时间都拿来玩DOTA
甚至, 还有人自杀 的新闻报道
什么MAYA calender, Bible 还是 出名的ONLINE Forecasting 的网站 （曾经看过一个与2012相关的视频）都指出2012, 12月，21日, 就是世界末日
其实, 我更想表达的是, 不要在还没有到２０１２前就自我毁灭了
他们的想法, 就好比２０１２还没到来，他们已经死了.．
我的意思是, 那种自我颓废而无能为力的想法, 扼杀了他们对人生继续生存的意志
也开始, 没有那股追求欲望的动力了.．
因为, 就仅仅的觉得， 即使再怎么努力的追求，
任凭，我们那眇小的力量, 也改变不了２０１２的事实
日本，正处于Tsunami and earthquake 的灾难的同时，
然而，却有些人说要庆祝什么的..
看似 是中国人吧， 有不少人的回复
你不给予一些些的同情心，也请你不要落井下石， 可以吗？
人都死了，都说无益
Japanese never begging for your helps if you are not willing to contribute your sympathy to the victims
however, please don't fucking throw the stone when they are now facing the natural disaster
actually, as a malaysian, we should be glad that our country is free from the natural disaster like earthquake
somehow, we never appreaciate it and blame it on our own country about the politics issue
we shall thankful that at this moment, we still alive while we watching those victims are now suffering for their loss
may be, now i can't help a thing, but i believe, in the future, when i have the ability, while i still alive
i willing to do the best to help the victims, in term of monies or anything that might helps
and a research says, the end of the world not longer in 2012, but in 2011 May
that's mean before i goes to UK for my top up degree
is that possible? i hope it's not
2012 对乱而言
现在, 是早上6点了.. 乱 还没有睡觉, 不是失眠, 其实已经很累了, 很困了
不过, 很想完成今天要写的主题
昨天, 日本8.9级的地震, 死亡人数, 失踪人口, 汽车被河流冲走, 道路崩裂
在面书上, 有着不同的图片, 视频 还有类似的报道, 一直在update着
我们, 除了给予关心和心理默默的支持以外, 也希望, 悲剧会到此为止
日本的地震, 让人们都觉得2012真的就快要到来了
也让我们再次的觉得, 人的力量, 是很眇小的
(其实, 我并不这么认为, 我希望可以写出自己对2012的看法)
有一篇报道, 美国国务院已经证实2012年世界末日的来临
实实在在的写出从2010大大小小的天灾, 甚佳还描述着有些国家在建造诺亚方舟, 金融危机, 外星人, 等等的新闻, 最荒谬 也是最好笑的是 外星人会在2012后帮人类收拾残局
我, 没有share这篇报道, 也没必要
我只是回复了 "NONSENSE" 这一句..
如果说, 人类的灭亡, 是什么天灾, 不如说, human leading himself to the end of the world, 是人类导致的 2012 (世界末日)
今天, 去打包, 有位aunty大声的讲, 世界末日咯, 有的吃,就吃..
还有, 朋友跟我说, 世界末日 咯.. 我决定, 把剩下的时间都拿来玩DOTA
甚至, 还有人自杀 的新闻报道
什么MAYA calender, Bible 还是 出名的ONLINE Forecasting 的网站 （曾经看过一个与2012相关的视频）都指出2012, 12月，21日, 就是世界末日
其实, 我更想表达的是, 不要在还没有到２０１２前就自我毁灭了
他们的想法, 就好比２０１２还没到来，他们已经死了.．
我的意思是, 那种自我颓废而无能为力的想法, 扼杀了他们对人生继续生存的意志
也开始, 没有那股追求欲望的动力了.．
因为, 就仅仅的觉得， 即使再怎么努力的追求，
任凭，我们那眇小的力量, 也改变不了２０１２的事实
日本，正处于Tsunami and earthquake 的灾难的同时，
然而，却有些人说要庆祝什么的..
看似 是中国人吧， 有不少人的回复
你不给予一些些的同情心，也请你不要落井下石， 可以吗？
人都死了，都说无益
Japanese never begging for your helps if you are not willing to contribute your sympathy to the victims
however, please don't fucking throw the stone when they are now facing the natural disaster
actually, as a malaysian, we should be glad that our country is free from the natural disaster like earthquake
somehow, we never appreaciate it and blame it on our own country about the politics issue
we shall thankful that at this moment, we still alive while we watching those victims are now suffering for their loss
may be, now i can't help a thing, but i believe, in the future, when i have the ability, while i still alive
i willing to do the best to help the victims, in term of monies or anything that might helps
and a research says, the end of the world not longer in 2012, but in 2011 May
that's mean before i goes to UK for my top up degree
is that possible? i hope it's not
2012 对乱而言
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
Live Concert - Jay Chou vs Justin Lo (侧田) and Linkin Park
最近，在面书 都可以看到周杰伦演唱会的片段
超High的 ~ 超爽的 ~ 我差点喊到暴喉
虽然,其他的朋友 静静的坐着 静静的欣赏
我就不管了 尽情的high一番
没有荧光棒 , 没有关系 , 我还有我双手.. put your hands up and never put it down
有些画面, 还历历在目, 尤其是3D的效果
至于嘉宾, 有 LARA, Yuan Yong Lin, Gary (from taiwan), 浪花兄弟
最喜欢哪一 part?
emm.. 应该是.. 酷酷的 杰伦, 在最后一首歌 "开不了口" (before Encore part)
他突然, "我的演唱会, 这个舞台前面应该是站满观众的!"
坐在前面的观众, 都冲上前去, 当时, Body Guard 还去 block 这那些疯狂的歌迷
Jay "不要挡着我的歌迷!"
型爆的 Jay Chou!
就可以看到, 台下挤满了他的歌迷
可惜, 我的位子太远了, 不然我也冲上前去
如果, 问我,
Jay Chou 和 侧田的演唱会, 那个比较好?
也只能说, 不同的感觉
依然 还记得, 3年前..侧田的演唱会,
唱现场的侧田, 我敢讲 没有哪个歌手可以比得上侧田
虽然, JayChou 在Live 有走音, 等等..
但, 确实high 爆了现场, 还有人去理什么走音吗?
侧田唱Live 就好像你听CD 一样好听
如果说, 除了他们两个
有让我毫无疑虑的, 一定是 Linkin Park 的 Live Show
一首NUMB就足于值回票价了
可惜, LP 根本就不回来马来西亚,
多谢我们的政府..
有机会, 一定要去 Linkin Park 的 live 演唱会
this is Numb from Linkin Park
this video was in his concert at Texas during year 2003
at that time, he still can scream loud like no one could do that,
somehow, after his throat surgery
his voice become weaker
you can check his older video on youtube, i think year 2003 or something
just to compared his voice between now and the older time
somehow.. Linkin Park is still the best band ever in this world
no one can defeat them, unless themself
I love Linkin Park Jay Chou and Justin Lo
超High的 ~ 超爽的 ~ 我差点喊到暴喉
虽然,其他的朋友 静静的坐着 静静的欣赏
我就不管了 尽情的high一番
没有荧光棒 , 没有关系 , 我还有我双手.. put your hands up and never put it down
有些画面, 还历历在目, 尤其是3D的效果
至于嘉宾, 有 LARA, Yuan Yong Lin, Gary (from taiwan), 浪花兄弟
最喜欢哪一 part?
emm.. 应该是.. 酷酷的 杰伦, 在最后一首歌 "开不了口" (before Encore part)
他突然, "我的演唱会, 这个舞台前面应该是站满观众的!"
坐在前面的观众, 都冲上前去, 当时, Body Guard 还去 block 这那些疯狂的歌迷
Jay "不要挡着我的歌迷!"
型爆的 Jay Chou!
就可以看到, 台下挤满了他的歌迷
可惜, 我的位子太远了, 不然我也冲上前去
如果, 问我,
Jay Chou 和 侧田的演唱会, 那个比较好?
也只能说, 不同的感觉
依然 还记得, 3年前..侧田的演唱会,
唱现场的侧田, 我敢讲 没有哪个歌手可以比得上侧田
虽然, JayChou 在Live 有走音, 等等..
但, 确实high 爆了现场, 还有人去理什么走音吗?
侧田唱Live 就好像你听CD 一样好听
如果说, 除了他们两个
有让我毫无疑虑的, 一定是 Linkin Park 的 Live Show
一首NUMB就足于值回票价了
可惜, LP 根本就不回来马来西亚,
多谢我们的政府..
有机会, 一定要去 Linkin Park 的 live 演唱会
this is Numb from Linkin Park
this video was in his concert at Texas during year 2003
at that time, he still can scream loud like no one could do that,
somehow, after his throat surgery
his voice become weaker
you can check his older video on youtube, i think year 2003 or something
just to compared his voice between now and the older time
somehow.. Linkin Park is still the best band ever in this world
no one can defeat them, unless themself
I love Linkin Park Jay Chou and Justin Lo
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