突然之间

1.49a.m.
跟以往一样，很迟才睡觉
本来已经准备着睡觉，却想写写BLOG

他，算是个不错的朋友，就那种从小玩到大的朋友
人，很不错下，起码朋友有事了，会出来帮帮
可惜，好像没人领情
就感觉到他被人欺负吧
好像习惯性的，吃饭，他们都不付钱
就由他来付钱
真的，不是便宜的，一餐起码100+ 以上
我是说，起码..
有时，几百+ 都是没有人会去share
可能，真的没有人会觉得有什么不妥

relationship is fragile
building it up with a true mean
it may spending you a lot of time
somehow you can ruin in any second
we always see from among our friend
when a girl/boy has a boy/girl friend
the real friendship will shown on the table
what i want to say is
do you even remember how your friend treats you while you're in single relationship
and what do you give your friend in return when you're in double relationship
"thank you, thank a lot yeah, wa.. thank for what you have done to me"
these all bullshits will come out from your mouth
don't even fucking thank to your friend if it comes out with no true meaning
just save it and cut the fucking crap
people said, pisces  will think too much, sensitive emotional
yeah, i agreed, because what does it related my friend did not pay for the dinner money with the these
it does not related at all, it'd really gone so far away

com'on this is life, there is nothing fair in this issue
at least i believe there is nothing fair in the world, not here
when one day, a friend of you, starting have no topic to chat with you
or you found the relationship goes fade
don't even think you can do anything to color it
you can just recall back, what the best memories of yours
don't ask why, there is no reason

很多人告诉我，双鱼想的太多了 “你想太多啦”
其实，我不是很喜欢这样的说法
可能，我也对星座没有什么研究
可是，与其说我们想的太多
不如，说我们是用“心”去看

最近才觉得，乱 好像不会讲话了
常常问我的朋友，我到底是不是有什么 “语言障碍”的
乱讲的话，就只有自己明白
很常觉得，我表达不到我想要呈现的意思出来
所以只好静静的，静静的呆在那里
也希望，今年可以找到一个，
不用我多说，又可以理解我在表达我的意思的人吧
很难吧  xD